Cheese has moved on with life & to
cheeyee.livejournal.com/

Time and Tide wait for no one & i just realise how true it is...

Unknowing, term 1 would be coming to an end soon and this also indicate that we had 2 more of such terms till A'level. While it may seem quite early as we are still in March, but time will still pass by us very quickly...

I am still trying to cope well with all my subjects and chemistry is still my headache.

I still am not able to grasp the concept & i am contemplating whether to drop to H1 chem where it is less stressful or at least i think it will be less stress on me.

However, it would be a waste on the time and effort that i had spent on the SPA, Hmmm.....

Council Term is also coming to an end soon, not far from now.

House Week, AJI, Family Day, Elect Camp, Game Fest...

The surprising thing that i learnt so far is that when you enjoyed something, you would not mind the time and effort spent on it.

In the past, i would complain like @#$!@#$ when i had to stay back,

However, for this time round, i didn't even complain once.

I really enjoyed everyone's presence and the fun & laughter that we shared together. 

It is really something that i had never experienced before and i really treasured it.

Three more camps for this year & i shall be fully settled to prep up for the A.

AB SI Camp, Elect Camp, & AB Camp!

Did you ever noticed that it had been three months since it happened.

That was definitely not planned as i had certainly didn't wished that things would turned out like this. However, there's no point crying over split milk. It's just fate that it had to turned out like this. I really wants to travel back to the past where we can enjoy game of tennis, or playing on the wii or even just simple thing like drinking starbuck... now we had grown so extremely distant and i highly doubted that we would even have the opportunity to even talk after the competition.. sometimes it's not just about the effort that we put in, but also on the circumstance. maybe it's just fate that dictate that we had to stick to the secondary school way of life where there was little / no interaction at all. i am not being stubborn or what, it's just the ............ i just feel really tired, and no longer have the energy to try even if i have the willingness to do so

instructions:1. Bold the statements that are true to you. 2. Italicize/highlight the statements that you wish were true. 3. Leave the fibs alone. Then, stab 5 people to do the same test.

I’m 170cm tall. 
I don’t know what I want at the moment.
I’m not happy.
I hate my friends.
I hate my life.
I hate my grades. 
He drives.
I’m bored of driving. 
I have a white handbag. 
I love dancing.
I go clubbing every week.
Shopping is bullshit.
I have a tattoo of a star.
I got my navel pierced.
I have friends that take drugs.
90% of my friends smoke.
I still hang out with my ex, even though our break up was rather nasty.
I’m studying Fashion.
I have a business running.
I hate cartoons. 
I hate someone. 
I have 10 Guess handbags. 
I buy CLEO every month.
My parents don’t know about my blog. 
I have iPod.
I don’t have faith in the current “one”. 
My school mates know about my blog.
I wanted to be a fashion designer.
I love rock emo bands. 
I hate it when people cancel last minute meet ups.
I’m a rebel.
I’m starting to like wearing dresses.
I don’t believe in love. 
High school's filled with drama. 
My parents have faith in me.
I’ve bought shoes this month. 
A blogger bitched about me before.
I hate sports.
I heart Italian food. 
I hate meeting new people. 
I hate nail polish.
The mother bear gives me hugs.
People should start appreciating me.
High school was the worst time of my life.
I have red hair.
Shopping mall is my second home.
I’m a guy.
I’m scared of my Biology exam.
I hate vacations.
We’ll last. 
I believe in long distance relationships.
I’m going to get high and smoke weed one day soon.
I’ve robbed an old lady.
I’m starting to like applying make-up.
I was a tomboy. 
At times I think I still am a tomboy.
I love bitching about people behind their backs. 
I still have a best friend.
I have a cat.
I hate surprise parties.
I hate planning parties.
I’m a sinner.
I can live without music.
Video games are a waste of time.
I miss the father bear. 
I love being in love. 
I know how to cook. 
I have 100% freedom.
Boys are assholes.
I hate Math. 
I love horror films.
I’m happy with what I have. 
I slept in my parents room for 3 days after watching Scream when I was a kid. 
My old friends keep in touch with me. 
I don’t read newspapers.
The news is such a waste of time.
Blogging is a waste of time.
I hate animals.
I can’t live without make-up.
I curse like a pirate.
I’m happy with my 11 year old car.
I hate people that are smart.
I love Apple Juice.
I can’t drink for nuts.
I believe that everyone in their teens have lost their virginity. 
I’ve got a new phone. 
I’m going to get a new pair of shoes by the end of this month. 
I love swimming. 
I haven’t worked out since March. 
I think I’m fat. 
I love my friends and family.

Taggie: 

Tag 6 people to do this quiz and those who are tagged cannot refuse. These people must state who they were tagged by and cannot tag the person whom they were tagged by. Continue this game by sending it to other people.

1st : What's your name?: Chong Chee Yee
2nd : How old are you?: 18
3rd : What are three electronics you can't live without?: Phone, Ipod, Computer
4th : Are you amazing?: Of course.. LOL
5th : What is the brand of the phone you are using?: MWG. some unknown brand 
6th : What colour is your phone?:Black .
7th : Have you slept in school before?: Yes
8th : How long are you online in one day?: More than 1 hour
9th : How would you describe yourself?: No idea.. haha
10th : What's your favourite topic to talk about?: anything under the sun or moon
11th : Which teacher do you like?: Mr Chin. Physic Teacher
12th: Who do you think is the most handsome in your class? Hmm.. Trick Question? 
13th :Who are you currently aiming on?: No One 
14th : Do you know a lot of your sibling's secrets?: Little only. 
15th : How do you rate your sibling?:10/10
17th : Do you judge people? Yes 
18th : Do you run?: Yes 
19th : Are you lazy to tag people?: Yes 
20th : Who was the last person you spoke to on the phone? My mum?
21st : What's 2 + 2?: 4
22nd : Who's your idol? No idea
23rd : Are you a monster?: Of course... NOT 
24th : Do you play with Barbie dolls?: Never
25th : What was the last movie you watched?: Curious Case of Benjamin Button
26th : What do you think about your English?: Average?
27th : Who do you hate?: Quite a few
29th : Do you love yourself? : Yup
30th : Blurt out 5 random words: Disillusioned, ice-cream, aeroplane, remote control, computer

Finally found some time to be able to blog here~

Council Duties for me will be a load lighter because i have

FINISHED

all my ad-hocs le. which means i will no longer be in any planning committee...

Unless

for AB Camp i get into the planning committee..

Matriculation / Orientation 2009 has been over and i hope that the J1s would have enjoyed themselves after all the hard work that 25th Students Council had put in for them.

MovyFest 2009 had also been over and i hope that the participants would have find their time and money well-spent. =) 

Still, there's a line up of to-do activities for me.

AB Camp, Cheer-Leading, Elect Camp & more.

All this, i have a choice and since i have chosen to stick by it, i shall faithfully stand by it and commit myself to the fullest.

It's now time for me to get into a more serious attitude for my study and also for the enrichment which i had signed up for. Singapore Amazing Flying Machine Competition 2009.

it's not that i wanted to distance myself. it's just that i feel that no matter what i do, it is futile. i wonder if you guys have noticed, but i had always wanted to involve you guys in the activities that i do. dinner and dance i asked you guys to sign-up, but no one did. orientation i asked you guys to sign up but also no one. same goes for movyfest. i know it's not your fault, nor my fault. everyone has their own commitment and i guess that our commitment just cannot match and compliment with each other. i have nothing to complain about, nor any hard feeling. it's just it, things just simply cannot return to what they used to be. everytime i would tell myself that i need a bit more time, and a bit more time. but does it really solve the root of the problem? maybe i am the problematic one. guess i would have to look for the sliver lining which outline all the dark clouds. i really cherish the time that we had spent together last year and it really brought back fond memories whenever i relooked at the photos that we had taken. all the random pictures, group photos. to be fair, it's not that thing which caused all this, it's that thing which had triggered all the snowball effect. let leave everything to nature and it will return to equilibrium one day.

Hey~ it's supposed to be a secret okay?? Dun go around 'helping' me to publicise it >.<
Haha..

This song exactly depict my feeling...

想用一杯latte把你灌醉
好让你能多爱我一点
暗恋的滋味你不懂这种感觉
早有人陪的你永远不会
看见你和他在我面前
证明我的爱只是愚昧
你不懂我的那些憔悴
是你永远不曾过的体会
为你付出那种伤心你永远不了解
我又何苦勉强自己爱上你的一切
你又狠狠逼退我的防备
静静关上门来默数我的泪
明知道让你离开他的世界不可能会
我还傻傻等到奇迹出现的那一天
直到那一天你会发现
真正爱你的人独自守着伤悲

看见你和他在我面前
证明我的爱只是愚昧
你不懂我的那些憔悴
是你永远不曾过的体会
明知道让你离开他的世界不可能会
我还傻傻等到奇迹出现的那一天
直到那一天你会发现
真正爱你的人独自守着伤悲
曾经我以为我自己会后悔
不想爱得太多痴心绝对
为你落第一滴泪
为你作任何改变
也唤不回你对我的坚决
为你付出那种伤心你永远不了解
我又何苦勉强自己爱上你的一切
你又狠狠逼退我的防备
静静关上门来默数我的泪
明知道让你离开他的世界不可能会
我还傻傻等到奇迹出现的那一天
直到那一天你会发现
真正爱你的人独自守着伤悲
直到那一天你会发现
真正爱你的人独自守着伤悲

Chinese New YeaR resolution

Chinese New Year is coming in less than 24 hours.. And i guess it's the perfect time to do my new year resolution & reflect what had happened in the past 1 year..

Primary School Gathering

Surprising, i lost in contact with many of you during the 4 years in secondary school life. but as fate would have it, we got back together after the o level and yeah, we had lots of fun together! Pooling Session, New Year Count Down Party and lots more =) you guys really made me think of going back to primary school life!

Orientation 1 - 2008 - Romulus - Hadrain

First time stepping into Anderson Junior College where i learnt to be truly independent. There's one bukit panjang kid,chuan wen, who's in my OG. haha. we had lots of outing and the most memorable was the one @ sentosa! i am so sorry that i always couldn't make it for the rest of the OG outing =( 

PAE - Anderson Junior College 03/08

it was a wonderful class and it's such a pity we couldn't stay on as a class throughout our jc life. i missed our outing to marina square where we had such a fun time @ seoul garden.

Orientation 2 - OGF

I wasn't so sure of becoming an OGF in the first place as i do not know anyone who joined up as OGF.. I really feel like throwing in the towel and call it a day before the interview. Luckily, i managed to preserve on and persists in what i believe in and ta-dah, i became an OGF! Thanks to yuan tat who first broke the ice with me.. haha. 

JAE - 1808

Initially, i was filled with regret for not continuing on with my PAE choice of 3H2 & 1H1 subject combination... nevertheless, 18-08 is still in rocking place to be in. I didn't know that my first impression to others was that i am those cheeky guys and i really mean cheeky.. :P

Joining Student Council

I must say this is the boldest step that i had ever taken in my life then. previously, i had no inkling that i would sign up to be a student councillor. however, i continued on with what i truly believed in and went for it.. many thanks to Jun Xiu who was my council mentor. who gave me many advices and guidance.. i had made many good friends throughout and i really cherished the time what we spent together.

CheerLeading 2008

Went for Jaguar House Cheer Leading competition, after seeing zhan peng taking part in it =P haha.. it's really a good chice that i made and i felt a sense of achievement after we finished the last move in our performance..

ABCDE Camp 2008

The longest camp that i had ever joined in my 17 years.. it was truly an enriching experience for me where i learnt many things and made more friends..

Scuba-Diving

joined this course with clarence and wah~~ i had lots of fun throughout the entire training days. Especially the Open Sea Diving.. The sea breeze is just simply pleasant to the nose..

I guessed that's should be all the major events that i underwent in the year 2008.. i think even my last 2 years in BPGHS wasn't even this exciting..

Let hope in the year 2009, i would be able to focus for my impending A Level Examination.

And also to spend more times with my friends and families.

looking through the photos which i had took last year, it wasn't hard to see you guys. i really cherish the time that we had spent together such as the regular tennis sessions, outings, and many more. i could still remember how much i had enjoyed myself. But, it just had to happened to mar all these happy events.. i just wants to take this opportuniy to say that yes, i really cherished the friendship between us and i am feeling just as bad as you guys about what had happened recently. it's not anyone fault. the fault lies with me for not being able to take things in my stride and therefore, feeling the sense of regret and sadness. it would never be the same as before where we could have much fun together... i knows the standard reply to this, but seriously, you know and i know, it would never be the same as before again. much earlier on, i was even thinking of how the group of us could meet up in the future, during the NS times and also in the university time.. guess it was just a fantasy that i foolishly held. i had fallen into the traphole much deeply that i had ever expected myself to fall..