玻璃影子

2009-04-02T09:24:00.001-07:00

Cheese has moved on with life & to
cheeyee.livejournal.com/

2009-03-09T08:33:00.001-07:00

Time and Tide wait for no one & i just realise how true it is...

Unknowing, term 1 would be coming to an end soon and this also indicate that we had 2 more of such terms till A'level. While it may seem quite early as we are still in March, but time will still pass by us very quickly...

I am still trying to cope well with all my subjects and chemistry is still my headache.

I still am not able to grasp the concept & i am contemplating whether to drop to H1 chem where it is less stressful or at least i think it will be less stress on me.

However, it would be a waste on the time and effort that i had spent on the SPA, Hmmm.....

Council Term is also coming to an end soon, not far from now.

House Week, AJI, Family Day, Elect Camp, Game Fest...

The surprising thing that i learnt so far is that when you enjoyed something, you would not mind the time and effort spent on it.

In the past, i would complain like @#$!@#$ when i had to stay back,

However, for this time round, i didn't even complain once.

I really enjoyed everyone's presence and the fun & laughter that we shared together.

It is really something that i had never experienced before and i really treasured it.

Three more camps for this year & i shall be fully settled to prep up for the A.

AB SI Camp, Elect Camp, & AB Camp!

Did you ever noticed that it had been three months since it happened.

That was definitely not planned as i had certainly didn't wished that things would turned out like this. However, there's no point crying over split milk. It's just fate that it had to turned out like this. I really wants to travel back to the past where we can enjoy game of tennis, or playing on the wii or even just simple thing like drinking starbuck... now we had grown so extremely distant and i highly doubted that we would even have the opportunity to even talk after the competition.. sometimes it's not just about the effort that we put in, but also on the circumstance. maybe it's just fate that dictate that we had to stick to the secondary school way of life where there was little / no interaction at all. i am not being stubborn or what, it's just the ............ i just feel really tired, and no longer have the energy to try even if i have the willingness to do so

2009-02-22T08:09:00.000-08:00

instructions:1. Bold the statements that are true to you. 2. Italicize/highlight the statements that you wish were true. 3. Leave the fibs alone. Then, stab 5 people to do the same test.

I’m 170cm tall.
I don’t know what I want at the moment.
I’m not happy.
I hate my friends.
I hate my life.
I hate my grades.
He drives.
I’m bored of driving.
I have a white handbag.
I love dancing.
I go clubbing every week.
Shopping is bullshit.
I have a tattoo of a star.
I got my navel pierced.
I have friends that take drugs.
90% of my friends smoke.
I still hang out with my ex, even though our break up was rather nasty.
I’m studying Fashion.
I have a business running.
I hate cartoons.
I hate someone.
I have 10 Guess handbags.
I buy CLEO every month.
My parents don’t know about my blog.
I have iPod.
I don’t have faith in the current “one”.
My school mates know about my blog.
I wanted to be a fashion designer.
I love rock emo bands.
I hate it when people cancel last minute meet ups.
I’m a rebel.
I’m starting to like wearing dresses.
I don’t believe in love.
High school's filled with drama.
My parents have faith in me.
I’ve bought shoes this month.
A blogger bitched about me before.
I hate sports.
I heart Italian food.
I hate meeting new people.
I hate nail polish.
The mother bear gives me hugs.
People should start appreciating me.
High school was the worst time of my life.
I have red hair.
Shopping mall is my second home.
I’m a guy.
I’m scared of my Biology exam.
I hate vacations.
We’ll last.
I believe in long distance relationships.
I’m going to get high and smoke weed one day soon.
I’ve robbed an old lady.
I’m starting to like applying make-up.
I was a tomboy.
At times I think I still am a tomboy.
I love bitching about people behind their backs.
I still have a best friend.
I have a cat.
I hate surprise parties.
I hate planning parties.
I’m a sinner.
I can live without music.
Video games are a waste of time.
I miss the father bear.
I love being in love.
I know how to cook.
I have 100% freedom.
Boys are assholes.
I hate Math.
I love horror films.
I’m happy with what I have.
I slept in my parents room for 3 days after watching Scream when I was a kid.
My old friends keep in touch with me.
I don’t read newspapers.
The news is such a waste of time.
Blogging is a waste of time.
I hate animals.
I can’t live without make-up.
I curse like a pirate.
I’m happy with my 11 year old car.
I hate people that are smart.
I love Apple Juice.
I can’t drink for nuts.
I believe that everyone in their teens have lost their virginity.
I’ve got a new phone.
I’m going to get a new pair of shoes by the end of this month.
I love swimming.
I haven’t worked out since March.
I think I’m fat.
I love my friends and family.

Taggie:

Tag 6 people to do this quiz and those who are tagged cannot refuse. These people must state who they were tagged by and cannot tag the person whom they were tagged by. Continue this game by sending it to other people.

1st : What's your name?: Chong Chee Yee
2nd : How old are you?: 18
3rd : What are three electronics you can't live without?: Phone, Ipod, Computer
4th : Are you amazing?: Of course.. LOL
5th : What is the brand of the phone you are using?: MWG. some unknown brand
6th : What colour is your phone?:Black .
7th : Have you slept in school before?: Yes
8th : How long are you online in one day?: More than 1 hour
9th : How would you describe yourself?: No idea.. haha
10th : What's your favourite topic to talk about?: anything under the sun or moon
11th : Which teacher do you like?: Mr Chin. Physic Teacher
12th: Who do you think is the most handsome in your class? Hmm.. Trick Question?
13th :Who are you currently aiming on?: No One
14th : Do you know a lot of your sibling's secrets?: Little only.
15th : How do you rate your sibling?:10/10
17th : Do you judge people? Yes
18th : Do you run?: Yes
19th : Are you lazy to tag people?: Yes
20th : Who was the last person you spoke to on the phone? My mum?
21st : What's 2 + 2?: 4
22nd : Who's your idol? No idea
23rd : Are you a monster?: Of course... NOT
24th : Do you play with Barbie dolls?: Never
25th : What was the last movie you watched?: Curious Case of Benjamin Button
26th : What do you think about your English?: Average?
27th : Who do you hate?: Quite a few
29th : Do you love yourself? : Yup
30th : Blurt out 5 random words: Disillusioned, ice-cream, aeroplane, remote control, computer

2009-02-21T07:39:00.000-08:00

Finally found some time to be able to blog here~

Council Duties for me will be a load lighter because i have

FINISHED

all my ad-hocs le. which means i will no longer be in any planning committee...

Unless

for AB Camp i get into the planning committee..

Matriculation / Orientation 2009 has been over and i hope that the J1s would have enjoyed themselves after all the hard work that 25th Students Council had put in for them.

MovyFest 2009 had also been over and i hope that the participants would have find their time and money well-spent. =)

Still, there's a line up of to-do activities for me.

AB Camp, Cheer-Leading, Elect Camp & more.

All this, i have a choice and since i have chosen to stick by it, i shall faithfully stand by it and commit myself to the fullest.

It's now time for me to get into a more serious attitude for my study and also for the enrichment which i had signed up for. Singapore Amazing Flying Machine Competition 2009.

it's not that i wanted to distance myself. it's just that i feel that no matter what i do, it is futile. i wonder if you guys have noticed, but i had always wanted to involve you guys in the activities that i do. dinner and dance i asked you guys to sign-up, but no one did. orientation i asked you guys to sign up but also no one. same goes for movyfest. i know it's not your fault, nor my fault. everyone has their own commitment and i guess that our commitment just cannot match and compliment with each other. i have nothing to complain about, nor any hard feeling. it's just it, things just simply cannot return to what they used to be. everytime i would tell myself that i need a bit more time, and a bit more time. but does it really solve the root of the problem? maybe i am the problematic one. guess i would have to look for the sliver lining which outline all the dark clouds. i really cherish the time that we had spent together last year and it really brought back fond memories whenever i relooked at the photos that we had taken. all the random pictures, group photos. to be fair, it's not that thing which caused all this, it's that thing which had triggered all the snowball effect. let leave everything to nature and it will return to equilibrium one day.

2009-02-10T06:21:00.000-08:00

Hey~ it's supposed to be a secret okay?? Dun go around 'helping' me to publicise it >.<
Haha..

2009-02-08T07:24:00.000-08:00

This song exactly depict my feeling...

想用一杯latte把你灌醉
好让你能多爱我一点
暗恋的滋味你不懂这种感觉
早有人陪的你永远不会
看见你和他在我面前
证明我的爱只是愚昧
你不懂我的那些憔悴
是你永远不曾过的体会
为你付出那种伤心你永远不了解
我又何苦勉强自己爱上你的一切
你又狠狠逼退我的防备
静静关上门来默数我的泪
明知道让你离开他的世界不可能会
我还傻傻等到奇迹出现的那一天
直到那一天你会发现
真正爱你的人独自守着伤悲

看见你和他在我面前
证明我的爱只是愚昧
你不懂我的那些憔悴
是你永远不曾过的体会
明知道让你离开他的世界不可能会
我还傻傻等到奇迹出现的那一天
直到那一天你会发现
真正爱你的人独自守着伤悲
曾经我以为我自己会后悔
不想爱得太多痴心绝对
为你落第一滴泪
为你作任何改变
也唤不回你对我的坚决
为你付出那种伤心你永远不了解
我又何苦勉强自己爱上你的一切
你又狠狠逼退我的防备
静静关上门来默数我的泪
明知道让你离开他的世界不可能会
我还傻傻等到奇迹出现的那一天
直到那一天你会发现
真正爱你的人独自守着伤悲
直到那一天你会发现
真正爱你的人独自守着伤悲

Chinese New YeaR resolution

2009-01-24T08:06:00.000-08:00

Chinese New Year is coming in less than 24 hours.. And i guess it's the perfect time to do my new year resolution & reflect what had happened in the past 1 year..

Primary School Gathering

Surprising, i lost in contact with many of you during the 4 years in secondary school life. but as fate would have it, we got back together after the o level and yeah, we had lots of fun together! Pooling Session, New Year Count Down Party and lots more =) you guys really made me think of going back to primary school life!

Orientation 1 - 2008 - Romulus - Hadrain

First time stepping into Anderson Junior College where i learnt to be truly independent. There's one bukit panjang kid,chuan wen, who's in my OG. haha. we had lots of outing and the most memorable was the one @ sentosa! i am so sorry that i always couldn't make it for the rest of the OG outing =(

PAE - Anderson Junior College 03/08

it was a wonderful class and it's such a pity we couldn't stay on as a class throughout our jc life. i missed our outing to marina square where we had such a fun time @ seoul garden.

Orientation 2 - OGF

I wasn't so sure of becoming an OGF in the first place as i do not know anyone who joined up as OGF.. I really feel like throwing in the towel and call it a day before the interview. Luckily, i managed to preserve on and persists in what i believe in and ta-dah, i became an OGF! Thanks to yuan tat who first broke the ice with me.. haha.

JAE - 1808

Initially, i was filled with regret for not continuing on with my PAE choice of 3H2 & 1H1 subject combination... nevertheless, 18-08 is still in rocking place to be in. I didn't know that my first impression to others was that i am those cheeky guys and i really mean cheeky.. :P

Joining Student Council

I must say this is the boldest step that i had ever taken in my life then. previously, i had no inkling that i would sign up to be a student councillor. however, i continued on with what i truly believed in and went for it.. many thanks to Jun Xiu who was my council mentor. who gave me many advices and guidance.. i had made many good friends throughout and i really cherished the time what we spent together.

CheerLeading 2008

Went for Jaguar House Cheer Leading competition, after seeing zhan peng taking part in it =P haha.. it's really a good chice that i made and i felt a sense of achievement after we finished the last move in our performance..

ABCDE Camp 2008

The longest camp that i had ever joined in my 17 years.. it was truly an enriching experience for me where i learnt many things and made more friends..

Scuba-Diving

joined this course with clarence and wah~~ i had lots of fun throughout the entire training days. Especially the Open Sea Diving.. The sea breeze is just simply pleasant to the nose..

I guessed that's should be all the major events that i underwent in the year 2008.. i think even my last 2 years in BPGHS wasn't even this exciting..

Let hope in the year 2009, i would be able to focus for my impending A Level Examination.

And also to spend more times with my friends and families.

looking through the photos which i had took last year, it wasn't hard to see you guys. i really cherish the time that we had spent together such as the regular tennis sessions, outings, and many more. i could still remember how much i had enjoyed myself. But, it just had to happened to mar all these happy events.. i just wants to take this opportuniy to say that yes, i really cherished the friendship between us and i am feeling just as bad as you guys about what had happened recently. it's not anyone fault. the fault lies with me for not being able to take things in my stride and therefore, feeling the sense of regret and sadness. it would never be the same as before where we could have much fun together... i knows the standard reply to this, but seriously, you know and i know, it would never be the same as before again. much earlier on, i was even thinking of how the group of us could meet up in the future, during the NS times and also in the university time.. guess it was just a fantasy that i foolishly held. i had fallen into the traphole much deeply that i had ever expected myself to fall..

楓

2009-01-04T08:11:00.000-08:00

I. Put your iTunes/any other players on shuffle.
II. For each question, press the next button to get your answer.
III. you MUST write down the song name no matter how silly it sounds!
IV. Put This In Your Blog.

1. IF SOMEONE SAYS "IS THIS OKAY" YOU SAY?
-伯樂. (By 林宥嘉)
LOL~ Absoulely no link~!

2. HOW WOULD YOU DESCRIBE YOURSELF ?
-亲爱的你这么不在我身边. (ByJiang Mei Qi)
I dun get this. lol.. still no link~

3. WHAT DO YOU LIKE IN A GUY/GIRL?
-Hero. (By Mariah Carey)
Mean i like a girl hero la?? superwoman? lol

4. HOW DO YOU FEEL TODAY?
-双手的温柔. (By Jiang Mei Qi)
I feel warmth & comfortable?? haha

5. WHAT IS YOUR LIFE'S PURPOSE?
-2005月光閃耀. (By 王心凌)
haha~ i like year 2005!

6. WHAT IS YOUR MOTTO?
-亲爱的，那不是爱情. (By 张韶涵)
Haha.. this motto strange strange de~

7. WHAT DO YOUR FRIENDS THINK OF YOU?
-对号入桌. (By S.H.E)
mean i am very sensible??

8. WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR PARENTS?
-One Day. (By 楊宗緯)
haha~ one day..

9. WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT VERY OFTEN?
-碰碰爱. (By何维健)
Orh.. so i am thinking of love all the time. lol

10. WHAT IS 2+2?
-你会不会变. (By Jiang Mei Qi)
?? 0.0 ??

11. WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR BEST FRIEND?
-因為我相信. (By 星光十強)
Yup.. i trust them. haha

12. WHAT DO YOU THINK OF THE PERSON YOU LIKE?
-Take Me To Your Heart. (By MLTR)
Quite true quite true..

13. WHAT IS YOUR LIFE ?
-C大調. (By 张韶涵)
My life is about music ar? haha..

14. WHAT DO YOU WANT TO BE WHEN YOU GROW UP ?
-日不落. (By 蔡依林)
I want to be a sun which will never set.. haha

15. WHAT DO YOU THINK OF WHEN YOU SEE THE PERSON YOU LIKE ?
-當你. (By 王心凌)
Be you.. haha

16. WHAT WILL YOU DANCE AT YOUR WEDDING ?
-恋爱节奏. (By 王心凌)
Wah~ so cool la. lol

17. WHAT WILL THEY PLAY AT YOUR FUNERAL?
-安全感. (By 潘裕文)
Haha. sense of security

18. WHAT IS YOUR HOBBY/INTEREST?
-失戀歌迷黨. (By 王心凌)
I dun like to 失恋 so often la. lol

19. WHAT IS YOUR BIGGEST FEAR ?
-Lydia. (ByF.I.R.)
haha. i am scared of lydia??!!

20. WHAT IS YOUR BIGGEST SECRET ?
-我爱你. (By S.H.E)
haah.. opps. crush ar? lol

21. WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR FRIENDS?
-look into my eyes.. (By kone)
Asking them to look into my eye?? haha

22. WHAT WILL YOU POST THIS AS ?
-楓. (By 周杰伦)
haha~ how to pronounce this ar??

23. WHAT DO YOU SAY TO YOUR FRIENDS & CLASSMATES?
-只有这么一辈子. (ByJiang Mei Q)

Haha. true. only have this life to enjoy. so enjoy it to the fullest!

2009-01-01T10:32:00.000-08:00

Rules must be followed:
Each blogger must post this rules.
Each blogger must start with ten random facts about themselves.
Bloggers that are tagged need to write about their own blog ten things.
Don't forget to leave them tag,telling them they have been choosen & are to read your blog.

1. I am staring at a computer screen at this very moment.
2. I am a Tauraus.
3. I know how to play mahjong.
4. I prefer to take things easy & not rush.
5. I just accquired new electronic stuffs.
6. I have almost no food preference.
7. I am thinking hard of what to write.
8. I cannot attend the BP March-Back =(
9. I like aeroplanes.
10. I hate being hungry.

Now tag ten ppl to do this quiz:

a] Kok Li
b] Clarence
c] Choon Boon
d] Jane
e] Kheng Li
f] Amos
g] Swu San
h] Paul (He just pop up @ my msn screen!)
i] Joyce

Out of these people, only 3 have blogs.. haha..

1.Who's the person that tagged you?- No one tagged me, but i felt 'forced' to take this quiz >.<
2. Relationship between you and her?-Good Friends i supposed? haha
3. Three impressions of him?-Blur! Lazy! Crazy! haha~ joking de arh~~
4. If he becomes your enemy, you will?- it will never happen.. haha.
5. What will you say to the person you like very much?-Biao Bai? lol.. no idea...
6. Characteristic i like about myself?-Almost all the good characteristics that you can name?
7. Characteristic i hate about myself?-Dun think there's any though. I'm trying hard to find =P
8. For the person whom you hate, you say?-Just get lost~ haha.
9. What do people feel about you?-Quiet. lol.
10. Your crush?- what's up with my crush? is this a question? haha

11. Write any 10 names randomly.
(really very random =x)
1.Kok Li
2. Kheng Li
3. An Liang
4. Shalina
5. Si Ling
6. Zhi Wei
7. Gautam
8. Halim
9. Grace
10. Melissa

12. If 5 & 7 were together?[Si Ling & Gautam]-?!?! Li Yi will kill si long.. haha :P
13. who does 5 like?[SiLing]- Food i guess? since she eat it everyday.
14. What colour does 9 like?[Grace]-Pink, Pink & lots of pinks. lol
15. Say something about 8?[Halim]-He cannot come out for countdown. haha
16. Who is 2?[Kheng Li]- Ang-Kia, Alkaline. haha.
17. Talk about 3.[An Liang]-met him twice in a row @ causeway point.
18. Who is 10's best friend?[Melissa]-Zhi Wei? haha. seriously no idea. someone give me a lightbulb please??
19. Who's the sexiest among all 10?[Gautam]-Gautam with his Kunfu Panda Bag. who can win him? haha
20. What colour does 4 like?[Shalina]-light color? haha
21. Is 4 single?[Shalina]-think so? haha. unless omething happen.... haha
22. Your relationship with 1.[Kok Li]-Good friend =P
23. Are 5 & 6 best friends?[SiLing & Zhi Wei]-90% yes? haha
24. 9's surname?[Grace]-Tan~ haha
25. 7's nickname?[Gautam]-Gaukid. that's what i called him usually. lol
26. Say something to 8.[Halim]- come watch movie! haha
27. Say something to help 9.[Grace]- what should i say ma? hmm...... Jia Yous! haha.
28. Who do 1 admire?[KokLI]-I know i know. but cannot say here. haha
29. Where does 1 live?[Kok Li]-Bukit Panjang that area
30. 10 of them know who you like?-No one know.. haha. xcept 1? lol
31. Say something to 6 when you see her.[ZhiWei]-Hello~ haha
32. 10's spouse?[Melissa]- i forget le. haha

okokays, finished with that quiz.
Those who i tagged, jolly well do it.
Those i didnt tagged, & you're interested in doing,carry on please.XD

18 - 08 Chalet~!

2008-12-14T11:00:00.000-08:00

For the first time ever,

18/08 held its first ever class chalet at Costa Sands - Pasir Ris

How could i ever be late for this event?!

Due to work commitment, i was delayed

& my entire precise timing schedule was disrupted.

Right after work, i cabbed down all the way from CCK to Pasir Ris.

Was supposed to check in @ 2.30pm,

ended up checking-in @ 4.30pm.

Sorry guys~!

Made you guys wait outside the chalet >.<

*Insert*

I was able to check-in the chalet by myself though i am only 17.

0.o

maybe i looked matured enough or the staff was inexperienced.

whatever it is, i caused 'someone' to come to Pasir Ris to do nothing.

Went to Mac-Cafe for high tea.

Wei Xuan was like grinning evil-ly,

luckily she was appeased by her cold latte~

& chocolate-diva cake *very chim de*

while i drank my iced chocolate~

Dinner @ food court

~nothing much to elaborate~

Played several games through the night,

murderers! pokey! polar bears! Indian poker!

walking in the cool night of Pasir Ris,

-sLeEp-

Woke up with shouts & groans~

some of the guys had toothpastes smeared on them.

hair, nose, face, hand, legs

Who did it?? *questioning*

Breakfast followed by lunch within 3 hours

Preparation for BBQ~

*Photos to be inserted once gotten from zhiwei*

Night Cyclings Simply is the HighLights of the chalet

Got to know that gaukid cannot play swing.. haha

Plenty of slips & falls cause of the stupid rain in e afternoon,

which nearly ruined the BBQ.

During the trip back, i was like 50% asleep le..

tired tired...

Slept all e way till 10am & it was time to check-out..

haha.. the guys were rushing to bath.

one pair of slippers was found to be missing, or should i say stolen.

lucky, thanks to gautam, who 'used' his muscle,

it was successfully retrieved.

Had Mac~ before returning home..

Was supposed to sleep, but then received a call,

summoning me back to work~

Work Work Work...

Amazing, that brought me to an energetic state.

Went to find kok li to buy a new Wallet for myself ^.^

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